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After revealing "the reason" behind the truth, I find no reason to keep this place updated. The two names should not be linked anymore. I did come up with a decision to shut this place down, but in the last step, I gave up.

I am in a process to to forget all about this - I have to, with no options. But then is it necessary to let a 4-year episode of my life being completely forsaken? Another dilemma in my life - to forget or not to forget? I do not want to leave myself with nothing, if not, with hatred and sadness in my very first relationship. There must be something good that should not be forgotten. The nature of the time one had do not change, the only difference is the way one looks at it. And this is the reason I let this place being frozen. I leave myself a chance, to look this back and laugh (or smile) at it in the future.

There is of cause something, actually a lot of things I learned from this. At least, it should not be ended that awfully. Perhaps some questions, I should not have asked - knowing the answer did not make myself better and happier.

Whatsoever, the end is the end. I shall learn from this .

"Hello darkness my old friend, I shall not let you be my friend again".

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